My past drags me down,
Filling my heart with pain.
I'm living on the edge,
My mind has yet to drain.
My life is a wreck,
Coretta is no more.
I can't go anywhere,
Without someone calling me a whore.
It's like Karma hates me,
I can't explain it anymore.
I tell everyone to leave me be,
But like that's gonna happen,yeah sure!
It seems no one cares,
If I live or die.
I'm drowning in misery,
With every reason to cry.
Why do I take this?
I really need more time to myself.
I'm living for my family,
I've put my feelings on the shelf.
I can't leave my momma behind,
With this cruel man to hurt her.
I want her to be with me,
I need her now more than ever.
I hate my life more now,
I cannot decide what to do.
I'm confused about it all,
When will I know what is true?
I need some help,
It's hard for me to admit.
I have need love,
Knowing never to quit.
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