Love will find it's way
I know that sounds crazy.
My love goes on,
Like my life maybe?
I'm afraid to say,
Where I'll be next.
I'm scared to say
If I'm wrong or correct.
I'm nobody's fool,
As someone once said.
I like to lead,
And not be lead.
It's okay,
I'm living on the edge.
I only said one thing in my heart,
This is my love I pledge.
Don't play for something,
that you're never gonna keep.
Because I know in the end,
I'll be the one to weep.
Don't feed my mind,
With useless bullshit that you know.
This isn't your game anymore,
What you want isn't shown.
I don't know
Why you play with my mind.
I'm not wrong,
I'm not some kind of crime.
I want to be left alone,
to fend for myself.
I don't carry my money,
My love can't be bought by wealth.
Don't tell me you love me,
I know that ain't true.
What are you playing me for,
Some kind of fool?
Don't tell you're here to play,
Cause I'm not here to stay.
I don't care if you fooled me,
This is a brand new day.
I can't believe you anymore,
Caus you've lied to me before.
I'm gonna be gone for good,
I'm walking throught that "goodbye" door.
I tried to be the best I could,
I tried to impress you.
I thought that you were Mr. Perfect,
I thought that you were true blue.
You turned int oa wannabe,
Someone I couldn't trust.
I thought that I knew you,
That what we had wasn't lust.
I don't mind the fact that you're cruel,
But you used me.
I'm over you hating me,
Is that all the emotion could be?
Don't play me,
Like one of your lame video games.
I'm not buying it this time,
You'll use me just the same.
I'm over you,
You using me like you did.
You're just a loser,
I won't put that in a bid.
Don't feel sorry for me,
I've made up my own mind this time.
Am I here,
Paying for some unknown crime?
I don't care anymore-
You're just gonna lose.
I won't let you win,
Cause I'm gonna chose!
These pages don't stare at me,
They only bring me hope.
You're a jerk,
Cause you chose the dope.
I don'tk mind your attitude,
You don't mess with this chick.
You're just as worthless
Without your precious dick!!

**This poem was wrote on 9-16-02**

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